PHOTO ESSAY: For the Vietnamese diaspora, Saigon's fall 50 years ago evokes mixed emotions

WESTMINSTER, Calif. — When the South Vietnamese capital of Saigon fell to the North Vietnamese forces 50 years ago this week, it prompted a mass exodus of some 2 million people — hundreds of thousands fleeing perilously on small boats across open water to escape the communist regime.

Many ultimately settled in Southern California's Orange County in an area now known as ''Little Saigon,'' not far from Marine Corps Base Camp Pendleton, where the first refugees were airlifted upon reaching the U.S. The diaspora now also has significant populations in Virginia, Texas and Washington state, as well as in countries including France and Australia. Still, the community in Southern California comprises the largest and most well-established Vietnamese population anywhere outside Vietnam.

Memories of Wednesday's anniversary of the fall of Saigon — the South Vietnamese city renamed Ho Chi Minh City by the communists — has conjured up mixed feelings from grief and resentment to honor and pride in the diaspora here.

For those who lived through the war, the 50th anniversary marks a time of mourning as they remember what they lost — their homeland, their past lives, even their identity. Five decades later, the pain is still raw. One man still can't bring himself to say much about the family he had to leave behind. Others were barely toddlers when they arrived in a foreign land.

The day Saigon fell — April 30, 1975 — is referred to by the older generation as ''Black April'' or ''National Day of Resentment.''

But for their children and grandchildren, many with scant knowledge of the war, the anniversary is a time to honor the resiliency of an immigrant community and to celebrate the accomplishments of a population that started as refugees and now has become an influential part of California and U.S. society.

''I don't really think about it in a negative light,'' said Linda Nguyen, a local business leader whose parents were refugees. ''For my generation, it's about honoring what happened, but also celebrating our future and our current successes.''

Little Saigon in Orange County has evolved from a commercial district contained within a few city blocks in Westminster in the late 1980s to a sprawling region spanning several cities. It's also now considered the cultural capital for the Vietnamese diaspora around the world.

''We were looking for a freedom to prosper,'' said Trí Trần, a University of California, Irvine professor who left Vietnam by sea on a boat in 1986.

Today, thousands of restaurants, shops and offices bear Vietnamese names.

Little Saigon is not only home to Asian Garden Mall, the largest Vietnamese shopping mall in the U.S., but it also hosts the world's largest international Vietnamese film festival.

The population has become a powerful voting bloc in Orange County, elevating some of the first Vietnamese-Americans to elected office. For the first time last year, Orange County elected a Vietnamese-American to Congress. Derek Tran, a Democrat whose parents were refugees, triumphed in a district historically favorable to Republicans.

''We're very much a young community in this country,'' Tran said. ''We're finding our place, but we're also figuring out how to consolidate our voice and our culture and our history.''

‘Black April'

Marking the anniversary that ultimately led to the war's end, many Little Saigon businesses and storefronts are adorned with South Vietnam flags. Even the Asian Garden Mall has a prominent 1975 sign, bearing both the U.S. and the South Vietnam flags.

Hưng Vũ, a member of the South Vietnamese military who arrived in 1975, plans to reunite with old friends and share stories at a community event Wednesday about how daily life was reshaped by life in the U.S.

''This is no festive occasion,'' said Vũ, who owns a uniform store that specializes in recreating the South Vietnamese military's uniforms, ribbons and medals. ''It's a day of mourning.''

He recalled feeling overwhelmed in a new country where he couldn't speak the language and didn't understand social norms. He didn't even know how to get around or make a living.

''The knowledge gap was tremendous,'' Vũ said in Vietnamese. ''But we were hungry, so we went out and found a way to feed ourselves.''

Many, including former members of wealthy South Vietnamese families, were forced to take on low-paid jobs in their new country, such as cleaning houses and working at nail salons, to survive. Some worked multiple jobs while going to school to send money back to relatives in Vietnam.

They included teenagers who arrived in the U.S. alone, said Tram Le, who studied the experience of the first generation of Vietnamese Americans after the war.

''They lost their childhood,'' she said. ''Their whole lives, they're just sacrificing.''

Shifting attitudes today among young Vietnamese Americans

Those born and raised in the U.S. often were shielded by their parents from learning about the horrors of the war and the divisions in their homeland that erupted into civil conflict between North and South Vietnam.

The younger generations no longer carry the fervor of anti-communist sentiment that was once a big part of life in Little Saigon, where a portrait of the late North Vietnamese leader Ho Chi Minh in 1999 prompted a 53-day protest.

''The political theme that was once significant to our parents did not carry on to us,'' Linda Nguyen said. ''To us, Vietnam is Vietnam.''

The focus for the younger generations is on today and what lies ahead.

Young Vietnamese American entrepreneurs no longer shun Vietnam and are working directly with businesses in Vietnam with much success, said Tim Nguyễn, the head of the Vietnamese American Chamber of Commerce.

They are also talking about their mental health needs, a topic once taboo among Vietnamese. Traditional names, food and áo dài dresses — once considered embarrassing — are now points of pride, while artists and filmmakers are exploring ways to expand the Vietnamese-American narrative beyond the war, said Tram Le.

Tâm Nguyễn, the former head of the chamber of commerce, is among a growing number of Vietnamese-Americans who are choosing to return to Little Saigon to preserve their families' business legacies. He took over his parents' cosmetology school in Little Saigon, which has trained more than 50,000 students over four decades.

''We're the cultural bridges between generations,'' he said. ''We're very proud to be Vietnamese, while we're also proud that we're contributing greatly to the American society.''

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This is a documentary photo story curated by AP photo editors. For more coverage of the 50th anniversary of the Vietnam War's end, visit https://apnews.com/hub/vietnam-war.