AMBERGRIS CAYE, BELIZE — Wednesday morning of this past week broke a long way from the Stillwater Dome, but the routine was the same. Assembling an 8-weight fly rod, I looped line through its guides while feeling the outfit’s familiar heft in my right hand. A lot of things change over time, but as comforting as an inanimate object can be, this one stayed constant.
Over many years on winter mornings, a bunch of us gathered in Stillwater to test fly lines and rods while casting as far as we could as accurately as we could. This happened long before dawn while marathoners and other runners, also seeking protection from the elements, circled the Dome’s inside perimeter, hoping not to be ensnared by our unfurling lines. The leader of our bunch was Bob Nasby of St. Paul, whose pickup truck during these exercises gathered snow outside while bearing a large rear window sticker that said, “Shut up and cast.”
I had come to Belize to try again to catch a permit on a fly. This isn’t a Holy Grail type of quest, but it has stuck in my craw for a long time. The closest I came to boating one of these flat, silvery saltwater fish with its deeply forked tail occurred some years ago while fishing off the Marquesas Islands 20 miles west of Key West. Bud Grant and I, along with a friend of ours, Tony Andersen, were staying for three days on a mother ship in the Marquesas that towed three flats skiffs for fishing. Bud was with me in one of the skiffs on our last day when I missed casts at two permits, one maybe 10 pounds, the other half again as big. One of the fish spooked when I laid my fly line over its back and the other spat out my fly after initially inhaling it.
Now, these many years later in Belize at seven Wednesday morning, white-winged doves cooed, the temperature neared 80 degrees and the low sun glistened off the Caribbean’s amalgam of azures, cobalts and sapphires.
But the wind was blowing a ton, gusting to 30 mph, an unlucky break but not atypical for this time of year.
Sitting on a dock when I walked up, his feet in his panga, or boat, Eloy Gonzalez, my guide for the day, said if I wanted to cancel, it was OK with him.
“There’s a lot of wind,” he said. “We can maybe find some bonefish. But no permit. We can’t reach where they are in this wind.”
I thought about this for a long moment.